I want to take the old memories, those really small moments & cut them out and then paste them into the present (with some takeouts), thus creating the perfect picture.

-me

There are times I’m in my car that I wish I lost control.

Sometimes I think my existance complicates things, & error should be erased.

I often have dreams where I die… 3 different ways.

I use to hate myself so much I refused to care for myself.

There was a time that I would choke myself.

I put myself dead last. Everytime, & it isn’t fair.

I feel like my family just tolerates me. They act like they care at times, but we have no relationship.

Also a FACT:

I’m still here & I’m strong.

I’m so confused dude. I’m sad, which is normal but I didn’t think it’d hit me this badly. But it was time, & it has opened my eyes. I’m not taking life for granted, who says there will be a tomorrow. So I better enjoy today.

All I can say is thank you for being a swelltastical comrad.

I’m crowded with work and home so if your down with coffee, thirft stores, or silly pictures, hit me up. That is if I know you…

I don’t want money, I want peace

‘Heartbeat’ -Nneka

Lately I’ve realized I have to let the past be the past. People aren’t are they were, they’re who they are. What’s said can’t be undone and mistakes exist. We must learn, except, and move on. I may be 18, but that’s no excuse to be a child. I’m in the adult world and it’s rough. I’m the youngest of my co-workers, yet I’ve achieved much more. So as I grow up here I must also grow as a person and leave the weight behind.

“No one knows”

-Queens of the Stoneage

my nephew

I ask so little, but want so much…

dreams really are useless.

fyi… you cant hurt me anymore

“If I had eyes” -Jack Johnson

One day, I’ll show you all that I’m not stubborn… I’m strong

I’m not like most my age and most girls would think I’m crazy for being me.

I’m anti-drugs & alcohol, I suck at freak dancing, I’m that chick that watches everyone else & has fun just with the company. Friend or an acquaintance, brilliant or an idiot, you’re like a baby bird to me. I’m not saying your weak, but I want to help, so I’m cursed as the ‘Mama Bird’. When I say I love my boyfriend, I mean it. I respect him & do not test him or be pety with him. I don’t care for $ vaule, it’s the simple & heartfelt things that are priceless to me. Vintage, jazz & indie, coffee, art, and akward designs are my sweet spots.

Just give me a cool Autumn night, coffee, & a few old pals… it’ll all be good.